The Opposite

Okay, I'm feeling feisty right now. I also drank a bunch of sake tonight and I don't usually drink...so I would guess that that has something to do with it.

I'm feeling the need to let loose and right now that means to go out and party. I need to dance...move my body and have some fun. I've become so mellow and one dimensional. The mellow part isn't bad...but I have so many facets to me that need to be expressed that aren't being so.

I fear that I'm on the verge of doing a Britney Spears. Not that I'm going to shave my hair, though I am curious to see how I would look...I think I would look kinda sexy...anyways, I just need to let go of the old and find a happy medium of fun AND responsibility. I have a lot of responsibilities and it weighs you down. It's also incredibly gratifying to have so many important things that take a lot of care in your life...but sometimes you just want it be free of it. Just ever so often.

I would choose the responsibility over the opposite, for the record.

Love,
Aislinn