Shifts
Well, I'm sitting at work more or less twiddling my thumbs. I was going to log on to my Proschools account and meagerly study for my real estate license but my account has expired. I've had nearly a year and half to get my license and I haven't made it through even one of the seven books. Neil keeps pushing me to get my license but I just don't want to. I don't want to be in real estate, why should I get my license in a career that I want to move on from?
My work is actually in the midst of a shift, though I'm not certain what that shift entails yet. The proposal is to lower the broker's fees, but if we do that then we have to cut staff. I actually wouldn't mind being laid off and collecting unemployment. I never thought I'd actually want to collect unemployment, but I've already paid into it, why shouldn't I give myself a month to take a break from the 9-5 world, perhaps even try to get an agent and see where that leads? I would have more time and energy to go audition. I get excited about it when I think of the things I could do. Then, I remind myself that I am probably the one employee that they wouldn't let go. I do too much here and a great many of our brokers are here just for my services - and they're not shy about letting everyone know that. But, who knows what the universe has in store for me.
One of my biggest lessons in this life is to trust that everything is perfect. Not what is seemingly perfect for me, or for you, but life just...is. There's no right time or wrong time. There's no good or bad. It just is. If we hold on to our attachments or expectations then we're not open to the endless abundance that the universe can provide. On the other side of that, however, you can't just sit back and wait for the universe to provide. You must take action to let it know what you want. Well, that's what I was trying to figure out in one of my more recent posts. If my job is going to be shifting, what do I want to do that will make me happy and pay the bills? I still can't answer that yet. And yes, I'm aware of my use of can't.
I'm focusing a lot on our wedding right now and it feels good. It's another area where I have to remind myself that there is no right time or wrong time. We got my wedding ring yesterday, that was uplifting. Yet another step closer! We're going to look at tuxedos tonight. It's three months away, so we still have plenty of time, but I know that it will go by without realizing it.
Life...what a trip. We take it way too seriously, and yet it's so hard not to.
Love,
Aislinn
My work is actually in the midst of a shift, though I'm not certain what that shift entails yet. The proposal is to lower the broker's fees, but if we do that then we have to cut staff. I actually wouldn't mind being laid off and collecting unemployment. I never thought I'd actually want to collect unemployment, but I've already paid into it, why shouldn't I give myself a month to take a break from the 9-5 world, perhaps even try to get an agent and see where that leads? I would have more time and energy to go audition. I get excited about it when I think of the things I could do. Then, I remind myself that I am probably the one employee that they wouldn't let go. I do too much here and a great many of our brokers are here just for my services - and they're not shy about letting everyone know that. But, who knows what the universe has in store for me.
One of my biggest lessons in this life is to trust that everything is perfect. Not what is seemingly perfect for me, or for you, but life just...is. There's no right time or wrong time. There's no good or bad. It just is. If we hold on to our attachments or expectations then we're not open to the endless abundance that the universe can provide. On the other side of that, however, you can't just sit back and wait for the universe to provide. You must take action to let it know what you want. Well, that's what I was trying to figure out in one of my more recent posts. If my job is going to be shifting, what do I want to do that will make me happy and pay the bills? I still can't answer that yet. And yes, I'm aware of my use of can't.
I'm focusing a lot on our wedding right now and it feels good. It's another area where I have to remind myself that there is no right time or wrong time. We got my wedding ring yesterday, that was uplifting. Yet another step closer! We're going to look at tuxedos tonight. It's three months away, so we still have plenty of time, but I know that it will go by without realizing it.
Life...what a trip. We take it way too seriously, and yet it's so hard not to.
Love,
Aislinn
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