Dilating!

I have started to dilate, which means that I could go into labor at any time. I'm 36 weeks, and while 38 weeks would be preferable to 36, my doctor said that if I went into labor, they wouldn't try to stop me. I've only dilated to 1 cm, so I'm hoping that if I can do a self-imposed bed rest, then the baby will wait a couple more weeks. I still have some things that I want to complete around the house, but once I feel that things are taken care of, I'm going to try to take it easy.

Going to Pat's memorial service this weekend took a lot out of me, physically and emotionally, and I began to feel...different. That's a vague statement, but I could tell that something was different - both with the baby and with my body. Before my doctor's appointment today, as I was deep cleaning the bathroom (nesting), I kept thinking, it's going to be soon.

My doctor said to go home, pack my hospital bag and get the car seat ready. On the way home I vacuumed my car out and detailed the interior to make sure everything is clean and ready. Neil set up the stroller and car seat; I packed my bag and a bag of baby items. I also paid a few bills to make sure they're covered and called a few family members to warn them that Riley might be coming soon. My mom arrives from Hawaii in two days and she's nervous that I'll go into labor before she gets here.

Now we just wait. Either we get all excited and nothing happens for a couple weeks, or the baby comes tomorrow. Right now, I'm going to take a bath and try to relax.

Love,
Aislinn